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Restore my faith in humanity...

I sometimes wish I have the power to inflict pain with my stare and make someone suffer with my thoughts.



Walking along the street of I won't tell where, a stranger lady just told me, "Miss, baka nadukutan ka na." I checked my bag immediately after what she told me registered in my then not-really-functioning-mind and I was like, "OMG! Oo nga." I don't know where exactly but how the hell was that person able to open the pocket of my bag without me noticing? Damn.

My heart still hurts because of what happened. I am in pain not because I lost a lot of money. All that person got was money amounting to less than 300 or 200 but still, what if? What if I hadn't transferred where I placed my phone? What if the money that person got was all I have? What if... too many what ifs but thank God, it wasn't much. 

 I hope that person doesn't feed his/her family using the money or the things he/she steals from others. Because with the talent he/she possesses? Wow lang. Amazing! I bet he/she can do better. 

Sana sumakit tyan niya forever para hindi na siya makakapag-biktima pa pero sabi nga nila, halang na sikmura ng mga 'yun, wala ng epekto. Sana na lang, maputulan siya ng kamay o ma-trauma o maka-tyempo ng pulis. Mga ganyan lang. To wish death is too cruel, a lifetime of suffering would be an okay punishment. Hahaha. Joke. Mas cruel 'yan pero seryoso, nakakainis pa rin eh. Kahit sabihin pang buti nga 'yun lang. Maraming tao dyan, kahit hirap na hirap na, nagbabanat ng buto para lang may perang gamitin pang-tustos sa mga pangangailangan nila. May God bless them even more, they deserve nothing but all the goodness this world can offer them. And for those na walang ibang ginagawa sa araw-araw kundi magnakaw ng mga bagay na pinaghirapan ng iba, may God bless them too with the wisdom and hiya not only for their victims but also for themselves. Gosh, pinaghirapan ng iba ang mga pera nila! NINANAKAW NIYO LANG! Super kapal lang. Hay, I just couldn't let it sink in that out there, someone is really waiting to take advantage of others. Maybe in the future, I wouldn't think of those I pass by as mere strangers anymore but harmful beings ready to harm me in one way another. OA? I know, right? 

First time and hopefully the last. Kamusta naman kasi ang pagiging tintinmanhid ko. Manhid ba talaga ko in every way?? Well, a burglar snatches your valuables in an unguarded moment. Like love, it gets to you when you let your guard down. And for both instances, I felt nothing. WTF? Baliw na 'ko, spare me. At pinipilit ang analogies na hindi tugma.:)) I just wasn't paying attention then, hindi ako manhid. Ugh, leche siya pa rin. Medyo masakit kasi I've been depriving myself milkteas para lang nakawin niya 'yung pera ko! Hindi talaga maka-move on. Nyahahaha. Here's another sana... sana kailangang kailangan niya lang 'yung pera, he/she has no other resort but to play dirty. In that way, maybe I can sympathize with that person and whole-heartedly just let him/her spend my money even if he/she got it without my consent. 'Cause you know what, at this moment? I just can't wish that person well!! I feel cheated. It's so unfair.

Okay, fine. I'm still alive. I'm not hurt. No traumas just l
essons learned. (Sabi sa'yo, baliw na 'ko eh. I'm trying to rationalize but a part of myself wouldn't forgive.)

 Here I listed them down:
1. Be vigilant kahit bangag.
2. Yakap, yakap sa bag all the time.
3. Pray that wherever you are, whomever you're with and whatever you're doing, you're gonna be safe from all sorts of danger.

Lastly,
4. Don't look like you have money and valuables in the first place. HAHAHA. Shems, I'll take this as a compliment na nga lang. Mukha kasi akong rich kid. Like, I stood out among the crowd and thus, he/she stole my money. :)))



P.S. VOTE WISELY FOR THE UPCOMING ELECTIONS! MAHIRAP NA! KUNG MAGHAHALAL TAYO NG ISANG KAGAYA NUNG TAONG KUMUHA NG PERA KO. MARAMI NA SILA MASYADO PARA DAGDAGAN PA AT MILYON/BILYON ANG PINAG-UUSAPAN DYAN. ALAM KONG MAHIRAP AT WALANG MAPAGPILIAN, PERO TIWALA LANG. MAY MGA KANDIDATONG ALAM KONG MALINIS ANG INTENSYON...DI PA NGA LANG ATA ISINISILANG SA MUNDO. PEACE YOW! HAHA ^^

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