Babalik ako.
I read a comment that made my day.
Uyyy, bakit ako kinikilig? <3 <3 <3 <3 Hihi.
Yup, sa lahat ng frustrations ko sa buhay na nandito sa blog na 'to, yes po, unpretentious. Akong ako 'to... na mas pinadaldal ng konti pala kasi snobber ako sa personal. HAHAHA!
Anyway, nakalabas na ko sa bahayyyyy! Isa ring nakakakilig 'yan! After four months of quaratine, nakalabas na si Ate Ghurl.
Naki-overnight ako nung isang araw para mag Netflix and Chill/Pizza Party. Oh boy, sobrang nakakamiss. We had a movie marathon and chose movies that feature beautiful places and my favorite of all the movies we watched was, "Through Night and Day" We watched it to see Iceland but we stayed for Baguio... for the story and the tears!
"Naiiyak ako."
"Sige, ako rin eh."
"Sige, ako rin eh."
At tumulo na nga ang napakaraming luha naming dalawa.
Muntanga lang kami ng slight kasi akala namin comedy dahil Alex de Rossi at Paolo Contis ba naman pero shet bakit kayo nananakit?!
Muntanga lang kami ng slight kasi akala namin comedy dahil Alex de Rossi at Paolo Contis ba naman pero shet bakit kayo nananakit?!
One day, memory na lang lahat ng ito... at dumating na nga 'yung "one day" na 'yon, na wala ka ng magawa kundi lumingon lang sa mga alaala mo doon sa paborito mong lugar.
Sorry na, hindi ko maiwasang balikan. </3
Eng sheket sheket telege. Kasi 'yung movie, sa Baguio filming location kaya naalala ko na naman.
Baguio was an annual/bi-annual destination for me since 2014 'cause it's my favorite place (obvious ba?) in Luzon.
I go to almost the same places every year but every year feels like the first time as well. There's something in the air of Baguio that makes me feel so happy and refreshed. I'm feeling this separation anxiety more 'cause it's about time for me to plot my supposedly Baguio 2020 now. Dami ko talagang problema, noh? AHAHA. Palibhasa nakalabas na naman ng bahay eh. Pero 'yon nga, still feels unsafe kaya tigil muna. Pakarami ko na ngang napuntahan, arte arte pa ba ko?! Reminisce na lang ulit.
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I.. I will be here
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I.. I will be here
I am now leaning more on growing my hair long again. Not really caring if it's always frizzy and I'll be using more hair products again, basta I'm growing it. hehehe!
Pero wala lang ako gusto sabihin. I just wanted to post quotes from the movie and photo collages from my previous Baguio trips. Lahat ng naka-bold font, galing sa Through and Night Day movie.
BABALIK TAYO.
GAGAWIN AT PUPUNTAHAN NATIN LAHAT NG GUSTO KAHIT ANO AT SAAN PA 'YAN.
GAGAWIN AT PUPUNTAHAN NATIN LAHAT NG GUSTO KAHIT ANO AT SAAN PA 'YAN.
Pahinga muna habang magulo pa ang mundo. hehehehe! Unahin ko muna sabihan sarili ko, noh? Kasi ako 'tong napakakulit at napakagulo.
Minsan hindi naman maganda 'yung sobrang unpredictable, diba? Minsan maganda 'yung sigurado, hindi pabago-bago.
Fire and Ice
Praying that this pandemic ends so we can end this social distancing too and hopefully go back to how it was. Or kung hindi na pwede, 'yun nga, we can move on to something a lot better. Pagod na pagod na kong ma-confuse. Kailangan ko na ng stability, life. Kasi naman, nakalampas ng quarter life crisis. Umabot pa sa pandemic. Totoong crisis! HAHAHA anobanamanyan. Pero sige, bata pa naman ako. For the nth time, babawi at aayusin ulit.
Baguio Botanical Gardens
Where you can go to several countries in one morning. HAHA! Seryoso, pwede na. Emote, emote na lang don.
Korea, Japan, China, USA, Thailand 'yan.
Korea, Japan, China, USA, Thailand 'yan.
Compare the St. Bernard in the above photo and the first photo in this set. Kita mo? Pareho kami lumaki. Pero parang same same lang din. Wala naman nabago sa'kin, yata? HAHAHAHA! Feeler.
Kung mabubuhay man ako muli, ikaw pa din ang pipiliin kong mahalin. Kahit hanggang ganito lang tayo. Kahit sasaktan mo lang ako ulit at hihiwalayan sa favorite place ko. During my favorite time of the day. Okay lang.
Before we met up, I told my friend, "Sometimes I cry 'cause I feel like crying but I can cry on command as well." PUSANG GALA NA 'YAN. Dapat sinabi ko na, I weep whenever I watch sad and heartbreaking movies. Di ko talaga inasahan grabe 'yung luha. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I thought you would come after me. I thought we would get back together. I guess that's as far as we can go. But I'm happy. You look happy with her. I'm really happy for you. And I've forgiven you.. for breaking my heart. I hope you've forgiven me too, for all my shortcomings. But thank you, Ben. Since we met, you've always taken care of me. Even now that you don't have to. That kind of love is rare. I don't regret loving you.
I don't want anything more. You've given me everything I need. Thank you.
Thank you for giving me the best 21 years of my life. ~Jen
BAKIT KAYO GANYANNNNN?! ANG SAKIT SAKIT SA PUSO! 😭🤧😭
Pero buti na lang nga, hindi ko 'to pinanood ng mag-isa. Malaking tulong 'yung may katawanan ka pagkatapos mo maiyak para kumalma muna ng kaunti. HAHAHAHAHA!
It's easy to confuse the sunrise for a sunset.
Do you know why?
Because what you thought was an ending, could also be a beginning of something more beautiful.
Claiming and manifesting that beginning of something more beautiful! Kailangang kailangan ko po. 😍😍😍
Pero syempre, SOMEDAY KA SA'KIN, ICELAND!!!!! 😍
Always grateful for the gift of adventure, universe! I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, SOOOO MUCH.
