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Be the bigger person...

 Don't argue with people who can't admit they're wrong.

Kailangan ko pa ba 'yung punishment na isulat 'yan ng paulit-ulit para laging maalala? :))) Lagi lang kasi sumasama loob ko. HAHAHA!



Social interaction has been pretty exhausting for me lately; it's taking a toll on me. 'Yung feeling na abusado lahat ng nasa paligid. 'Yung feeling na kaya ka lang naaalala kasi may kailangan sila? Hahaha! lolz. 


Pero hindi 'yan. Mas nakaka-upset pa rin 'to.

 'Cause for people who can't admit (or realize) their mistakes, they will never be wrong. You can never get your point across because when you try, your mistakes (that are totally out of context) will be dug and the situation will instantly aggravate. The person would never understand your point, will try to put the blame on you and will try to condescend you - kasi wala nga naman siyang ginagawang mali. Edi wala. Ako na lang lahat ang mali. Hindi ako perpekto at marami rin akong problema pero kung meron man akong iniiwasan, 'yun ay ang makasakit ng ibang tao dahil sa mga sinasabi ko. In times of challenges like this, I really wish I can be the bigger the person and not mind all the negativity.


Well, hell yeah, I am. Char. :)) 

Everyone commits mistake.
Everyone waste something at one point.

I don't really care about mistakes 'cause the reason I stood up because that person was already being disrespectful. Hay, tapos ako na naman? 'Yung mga sugat ko na naman? 'Yung mali ko na naman? Bakit? Kasi wala ka ibang masumbat?

Magkaibang bagay 'yung mga na take for granted ko sa pambabastos mo kaya hindi ko alam kung anong, "E IKAW NGA...." pinagsasabi mo dyan. Porke't hindi ako napapagalitan akala ko na kung sino ako? Excuse me, kahit kailan hindi ko nakalimutan 'yon. E sa ayoko na e. E sa hindi ako masaya e. Siguro hindi ko nga naiintindihan kung gano ka-swerte 'tong buhay na 'to. Siguro hindi ko nga pansin na madaming nasasayang. 'Yung mga bagay na hindi ko na achieve, wala kong ibang sinisi. Ako lang. Buhay ko 'to. Hindi ako iniipit. Hindi ko dinadahilan ang ibang tao kaya meron akong hindi magawa. E ano naman kung ayoko ng bagay na para sa inyo e normal? Tanga na ba ko nun? Sira na ba buhay ko dahil doon? Wala na ba ko mararating? Pero hindi 'yun eh, ang sinasabi ko, wala kang galang. Oh well, ano ba inaasahan ko?! Wala ka namang nagawang mali. Haaaay! 



An entire sea of water can’t sink a ship unless it gets inside the ship. Similarly, the negativity of the world can’t put you down unless you allow it to get inside you.

Dun sa lugar na napakaraming ginawang mali din sa'kin... naka move on na ko, ito pa kaya?! hahaha


A decade ago, I was totally different.


Gone was the girl who tried hard to be accepted by others. The girl who doesn't know what she wanted and just went with the flow. She told people dreams that she never really had just because she thought those were cool - and 'cause, at least she had to say something when people ask. 

Overtime,

Priorities changed. Mindset changed.

People change. I know I did.
I don't try hard to be accepted 'cause I realized that people who truly care about me will accept me no matter what. I know the things I want and I focus on those so I have no energy to deal with other unnecessary stuff. I know that no one's going to work for the things I like so I've learned to do them myself. 


I'm okay. I'm a work in progress but I've never been better. Yes. There are a lot of uncertainties but what doesn't?


Remember,
You are not a failure just because you're no longer pursuing a dream you've outgrown.


Some people will judge and will never understand me and that's okay 'cause right now, I'm holding onto my life's gold and that's what matters most. This is my definition of success at this point of my life and I'm 100% fine with this.



Tayo na lang talaga, blog. 'Yung walang panghuhusga, 'yung walang sumbat, 'yung tatanggapin kahit maraming pagkukulang. 


Tayo na lang talaga, universe kasi lagi mong sinasabi 'yung mga dapat kong marinig.


"What really matters? What's really important? Why bother? Who cares? What's it all for?

You, Cristina, it's all about you.

What you like and dislike.
What you and and don't want.
What makes you smile and laugh.
What makes you learn and grow. 


Selfish?
How else could you shine your light? How else could you possibly hope to lift the world? How else could you be all that we dreamed you might be?


Selfish of me, 
Universe"


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Ang dami kong gustong isulat but I'm frustrated that I can't put them to words. 




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In a world where I can be anything, I'll be kind. 

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