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Anywhere she goes,| the world is on her side | INFINITELY GRATEFUL

Thank you in advance, 2018.



"Infuse your life with action. Don't wait for it to happen. Make it happen. Make your own future. Make your own hope. Make your own love. And whatever your beliefs, honor your creator, not by passively waiting for grace to come down from upon high, but by doing what you can to make grace happen... yourself, right now, right down here on Earth."


EH?!

Tapos na 'yung 2017? :))) 


My 2017 travels in one video... well except for the first minute since those clips were from 2016. I just fell inlove with the song "Settled" by Ransom Collective so I made the video. Credits to them! Sobrang inspiring ehehe


2017 passed by so fast and I wasn't able to blog a lot so the things I did were most of the times undocumented. But I'll be posting Malaysia, Taiwan, Cambodia, Vietnam, Boracay, Baguio in the next few weeks (or months) hahaha babalik na lang ako sa Tacloban, hindi ko pa nalalagay rito 'yung Tacloban 2017. lolz. 


Anyway, last year was the year that I knew death - from losing my father in January and losing two of my aunts in April and in December. I'm not an emotional person so I don't really like talking about those things. Kaya ko naman eh. Ako na lang. Yep, I lost people and yet, still showed everyone that I'm getting by and I'm okay. Opo, tao lang po. Nalulungkot din pero hindi lang talaga komportable na ipakita 'yon sa lahat. Tbh, I'm awkward at those things (showing emotions etc.) but losing people and realizing that life is indeed short inspired me to strive in becoming better at showing and expressing this thing called "emotions" Pero nasa inspired phase pa rin ako, di ko pa ginagawa. :))) Should I try to be clingy, 2018!? HAHAHA ang hirap, bessss. Kasi kahit nage-effort na ko, mukha pa rin talaga kong manhid. Dito nga lang ako sa blog nagk-kwento ng mga ganito. :)) 


Also maybe, just maybe, now that I have started praying FOR him TO Him, I can finally open my heart... kasi kinakabahan na sila para sa'kin baka daw magkasama na lang kami forever ng aso ko. :)) Pero seryoso, I think this would be the year when I'll start praying that I'll meet a significant other so I'm  currently praying that I'll be ready when that time comes. Gets 'yung situation? Gusto ko na, okay na, pero di pa ko handa... pero sino ba handang-handa diba? Kailangan lang tama 'yung tao ahahahahahahah ge na lang. Sana, when it's my time to take chances kaya ko ng i-risk, matatag na ko ganern. Ang kulit ng shifting, e noh? Patunay na manhid si ate girl. 


Aside from re-learning that life is short and it's better to love and lost than not love at all, one thing good that had happened to me is realizing that inflicting pain to others and arguing with others wouldn't do me good. :)) Kasi when I was living in the States in 2016, my learning was to never let people take advantage of me and to always fight for myself. I thought that I became a better person since I was able to stand against anything that I felt was wrong but I realized last year that I can fight for myself without harming and compromising the "relationship" I have with others. The goal for this 2018, is to get my point across without having to raise my voice and making other people uncomfortable and mad at me... kahit bwisit na bwisit na bwisit na ko. HAHAHAHA! "Avoiding enemies yet getting what I want and deserve 2018," ang dapat. Ayoko palang maging 'yung insensitive na tao na gagawin at sasabihin lahat makuha lang gusto niya. Ayoko palang maging 'yung klase ng tao na hindi iniisip 'yung nararamdaman ng iba mapatunayan lang na tama siya. Kasi para saan, diba? Focus lang sa good things lagi. Sana. Sana. Ayoko palang nakakasakit ng damdamanin. CHARRRRR



Hanggang dito na lang, basta, wherever I'll be able to go, whatever I'll be able to do and accomplish, whoever I'll be able to meet and anything that gets blocked from me this year... I thank you in advance, 2018. I know that I'll get through anything. Saka sana mas madalas na ko maka-blog this year, binawasan ko na pagpo-post sa IG at Facebook kasi gusto ko na magbalik loob dito.


May everything be in our favor.

God bless us. 




I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes. Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You're doing things you've never done before, and more importantly, you're doing something.



PS.

I cut my hair. 


Picture above was taken February 2017. 


Picture above was taken a day before I had it cut.


Don't worry, it'll grow back. :)))) 


Ganito lang sana kaikli, 'yung hanggang shoulders lang... pero k, gusto ko ng maiksi e, diba? :)))


'Yan talaga gusto ko mangyari eh, haahhahaha, magsuot ng hikaw na mas mahaba sa buhok ko. 


 I've always worn my hair long since I was young so this drastic change was something unexpected for everyone and even for myself. Di ko nga din alam kung bagay sa'kin kasi wala na ko pang-takip ng taba but I decided to cut it nonetheless. 


At wala na rin naman akong magagawa kung hindi bagay sa'kin kasi putol na. Hanggang sa, "don't worry, it'll grow back na lang ako." :)))

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